a very loooong way to go...

Salamualay'kum....

Lame tak menjenguk blog yang tak seberapa ni... i don't even know how to start... so many things to talk about... and am sure some of you must be waiting sooo long for a new post to come out...before i made a very looooooooong introduction.. let me start with a little wish to all of you...
I wish all the muslims...: Ramadan Kareem..! Blessings of Allah on us..insyaAllah...
hope this ramadan would be better than last ramadan... ameen!
Last post, i invited all readers & viewers to my wedding ceremony... & it was more than two months ago... Time sure flies so fast that i still trying to accept the reality..that am now a married woman... & the most wonderful thing is... am going to become a mother.... SubhanAllah! My husband keep on asking... like... 'Dear..do you believe this really happened to us?..or ' uci/sayang..(opss!).. percaya x? sekarang uci dah jadi isteri orang?' thanks to him.. i WOKE UP afterward!Marriage is a solemn and sacred social contract between bride and groom...and the contract is a strong covenant (mithaqun Ghalithun) as expressed in Quran 4:21... That's the reality...

Yep! Frankly.. it's not easy to just change your status from 'single' to 'married' which comes together with new responsibilies and commitments without having any problems to adapt with it.. The most essential things are.. to acknowledge the purpose of marriage(at the very beginning!) and the duties & rights of husband & wife after marriage....

I loved to quote some of the hadeeths that advices to wife:
1) Anas reported God's messenger as saying, "When a woman observes the five times of prayer, fasts during Ramadan, preserves her chastity and obeys her husband, she may enter by any of the gates of paradise she wishes (in other words nothing will prevent her from entering paradise)." [Mishkat].

2) Um Salma reported God's messenger as saying, "Any woman who dies when her husband is pleased with her will enter Paradise." [Tirmidhi]

3) Abu Huraira told that when God's messenger was asked which woman was best, he replied, "The one who fills [her husband] with joy when he sees her, obeys him when he directs and does not oppose him by displeasing him regarding her person or property." [Mishkat]

MasyaAllah... it's sounds easy for woman to enter jannah/ heaven.. but yet! why there's more women than men in the burning hell? O' Allah.. let me be a good & obedient wife...let me die when my husband pleased with me at most...& we really want your blessings to guide us to what You like most! Ameen ya Rabb!

~UNDANGAN KE MAJLIS PERKAHWINAN~

salamualay'kum... sahabat sekalian..

Sahabat-sahabat di jemput hadir ke Majlis Perkahwinan di antara Nur Ilanah Abdullah & Zaid Mohammad Nor.

Tarikh :19 June 2010

Masa :11.00 pagi-6.00 petang

Alamat : Lot.607, kampung Bukit tanah, 16810 selising, Pasir Puteh, Kelantan

Kehadiran & Doa Restu dari para hadirin saya dahului dengan ucapan terima kasih.

Kepada sahabat2 yang jauh diperantauan/kesibukan dengan urusan yang pelbagai/mengalami masalah2 yang membutuhkan komitmen dan sebagainya... Kehadiran doa sahabat2 memadai.. (T.T) insyaAllah, tambahan lagi alamat sudah diberi (tertera diatas)--> apelagi pos la hadiah kurang2.. hehe! Just kidding.. InsyaAllah kita dipertemukan di lain hari...

Kepada sahabat2 yang sanggup mempertaruhkan masa, harta dan mungkin jiwa untuk menghadirkan diri di majlis ini, saya alu-alukan dan berbesar hati. Mungkin untuk sahabat yang diluar kelantan sukar mengenalpasti alamat rumah, saya sarankan sahabat2 menghubungi saya seawal mungkin untuk 'konsultasi'...hehe! kelewatan mungkin mengakibatkan ketidaklayanan..ngee!

Akhir kata, sahabat2 datanglah beramai2 untuk memeriahkan majlis. Moga dengan kehadiran kalian bertambahlah keberkahan majlis ini.. InsyaAllah!

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhan Kami, Kami mohon restuMu, berkatilah majlis ini, Limpahkanlah berkat & rahmat atas pasangan suami isteri ini, Kau jadikanlah rumahtangga mereka aman & bahagia dalam ketaatan terhadapMu, kurniakanlah kepada mereka zuriat yang soleh & solehah serta berikanlah ketenangan & kemudahan kepada mereka didunia & akhirat. Sempurnakanlah agama mereka dengan ikatan perkahwinan ini~ Amin ya Rabbal Alamin~

Not only with books..

when it comes to learning process.. some of our mind pictures the book out of anything else.... for students, parents and even whole society.. should start making the transitional views of this... i always remember that our primary school and even secondary school teachers reminds us to read books when its holiday... well..it's an established effort..

the main point here is.. how to navigate the variety of ways or methods in searching and delivering knowledges... wise say,... for it to be more creative and effective as well...

at some point.. we always thought only being a bookworm can make us bright... ngee! not always..

we might find that todays generation accepting knowledges in various ways.. which then makes the older generation especially parent needs to speed up in educating their children...

owh..ila! stop mumbling.,.please! actually.. i'm on my way to finish watching the newly-received DVDs from reader's digest.. entitled Adventures in Search of the Past... it enclosed three DVD which have different chapters.. I had finished one of the chapter on Mysteries of the orient-Ancient Journeys... another two chapters are Mysteries of the Europe and the Mediterranean-Myths and Legends, and Mysteries of the America;s-Vanished Civilisations...

Some how.. being a Dietetics student.. I don't think I just need to limit my knowledges within the dietetics and nutrition fields.. Other knowledges might needed whether indirectly or directly..

it will make out the character of ourselves and the way we thinks...

sounds like promoting... yes! I am promoting all of us..including me... to love and search knowledges.. just like what Prophet Mohammad PBUH told and taught us...

belows..some snapshots i wanna share.. which might will encourage us...

Reflection...

Today is the day I chose to write my post in Microsoft word which I never did before… coz it’s not my personality by being careful and cautious in my writings or even in what I am doing… I always prefer doing something recklessly.. everything for me is just a piece of cake… No wonder I wrote in regretful manner…

I am sure..that all of you don’t really know what I meant.. Somehow, you also might feel the same way but don’t know how to express and describe the feelings… me either.. Maybe end of this writing, you won’t find what exactly the means of this writing…

I made a lot of thinking about myself in 23 years.. and to be more precise ‘22 years 3 months and 17 days’… Have you ever asked yourself on how good you are in your living… what’s your achievement.. what is actually you gained in so many years of life.. all this while.. is it worthwhile? Or is it full of misery? and to be more relevant.. did I or did us… ever asked whether we able to set our ‘foot’ in heaven with all the good and bad things we have done before?

So many questions coming out of my head and it made my hairs stand… but I have to move on and find the answers… It’s seems like I’m in a race to unlock a code.. or maybe to untie the tightened ropes… it’s not a piece of cake anymore….

I don’t know the answer too.. but I’m so sure about what I should do… or at least I try to do… First, I have to think deeply and put myself in the ‘reflection room’.. and for me.. I prefer to think about myself and reflect on my deeds while sitting on the praying mat after night prayer (I’m feel sorry to myself.. coz I rarely do it..).

When the ‘ropes untied’…. It is compulsory for me to seek for the solution in order to keep it untied …. Am I able to find the solution? What if I am not? What if I am able to find the solution but don’t know how to start it?? Now I started to hate ‘What if’ questions.. coz it make me mad of unsureness…

I just hope someone can slap me hard on my face… But no one ever did… I ever slapped myself several times..but it doesn’t work as I wish… I need to come back to the reality….. and have a long sight on my purposes of life.. I had made myself dragged away by the strong current called desire… I need someone to hold me and pulled me away from it… it is shameful asking for someone’s help when you have to do it on your own…

Life as a platform for us to do as much as we afford to please Allah the one and only…

Life as a garden where we can plant good or bad crops which we can harvest later …in the Day of Judgment….

World is a big stage… where we are the protagonist.. and it is our choice to perform good or bad play….

The judgment day is a sure event that everybody will participate… no one excluded… it is our vital point of what our life really is… whether in heaven or hell…

So..let’s seek for Allah s.w.t forgiveness… let’s go back to the where we belong…

Today is better than yesterday..

The title above seems so hard to be true... at least for me..
salamualay'kum.. sahabat... yes! i'm back.. but i don't know how long am gonna stay... when i reviewed my last posts... i'd concluded that.. there's so much irregularities... and inconsistency in my writings... firstly, coz I don't have concrete reasons for my writing... and even I have one.. i don't really hold to it strongly that i wouldn't fall apart or flying away from the point! secondly, i didn't post regularly & consistently which then made my post started and ended wrongly... 3rdly, I'm not really good at writing.. and blogging is one of the way or medium that i can express my feelings toward myself or anything else...

I feel so bad about my own blog and at the same time... i feel a bit relief that i'm still able to write a post today... at least i can put my 'junks' here... ngee!

Around one month i left this blog... so i don't know how to start... can i juz write about my experiences here???yes... you can..write whatever you want...

on 16th Jan i started my clinical attachment in Raja Perempuan Zainab II Hospital... everything went really well.. except for few days of stress & intolerable! The only thing that's not going so good is my 'Iman'...well...since there's no 'usrah' along with the workloads which made me a little bit disarray....the ignorance & unawareness worsened the situation... I'm feel sorry to myself... But i'm grateful that I'm able to attend a 'usrah' here even with different 'naqibah'.. i felt recharged some how...

We all know that... when our soul were deprived... the same went to our performance either mentally or physically.... we can feel the significant different when our soul changed.. we'll be so stressful... or maybe suddenly feel sad even we don't know why we sad... we treat every work put on us as a burden... think and interpret every single things negatively... so...and so...
It seems like the negative charge or aura were surrounded us... without we realized it...
Talking about the physical consequences... we might feel so tired even after doing simple job... we also feel exhausted... feel really weak and disenergized... or maybe when we prick the needle to our finger..it feel like we stabbed our chest with the knife...
you may think i'm exaggerting... but that's how i feel... & people always be different in any sense.. In conclusion, so many negative thing will be when our weak soul enfeebled our mental & physical health!

To keep our performances either mentally or physically keep in escalating trend... don't you think we should be able to keep our soul strong and healthy as well..
since I'm a muslim... i should alarm myself on the importance of keeping my faith strong and unshakeable... but that's so hard to keep if we don't have friends around to remind us.... our family to scold us.... and even our naqibah to monitor and encourage us...

so...Thanks to all..who help me in 'managing' my soul whether directly or indirectly...

help me!!

salamualay'kum.. sahabat... ampunnn bangat dehh.. ngak bisak di continue post di bawah..
currently, i'm pursuing my clinical attachments in Hospital Raja perempuan zainab ii, kota bharu kelate.... so.. u know what... there's no internet connection in my house... moreover...we are using the broadband (don't wanna state from which....)... and now we only can use it during practical.. limited time,,,for sure...
whatever it is... i hope everyone..will enjoy the days... and will always pray for the best.... ('V')!

till then.. hope to 'see' all of you...real soon...

sharing is boring???

People always love to say that 'sharing is caring' when they want something from others... but tooo lazy to share with others what they have.... so for them sharing is boring or maybe sharing is nothing??

i have lots & lots of thing to share with all of you guys..it's not the every story that you may heard from commoners... hehe! but from me.... dietetics student which currently doing my clinical attachments in Kuala Lumpur general Hospital... let me start....

Orientation days: the dietitians inspired us a lots.. we can feel the 'aura' from what we called experienced peoples...

Paediatrics attachment: i loved when i'm in the wards but it's not that i loved looking at the sick babies & kids but becoz they'r little people that all people will fall in love.... kids is loveable!

the cases that we came accrossed : 6 months baby with sub-acute intestinal obstruction which she's not thrieving, 7 years old down syndrome kid with esophageal atresia on gastrotomy.. this kid is really active..fun..love to talk...& he had a hole near his neck.. so when he ate orally or by mouth the foods will come out from the hole... the last time i saw him was in NICU..huu! and then 5 months old baby girl from kuching diagnosed with hepatoblastoma... she had big upper-limb and lean extremities... another interesting case was 1 year old lil'girl with Prader-wili syndrome... she's really love to look straight into your eyes..& will smile a bit with her tiny lips... she's so cute...& unfortunately she's on pump feeding....

most of patients will be feed via pump-feeding here... as to increase their tolerance & for them to get enough of everything...

but most interesting part here is when we met the "anorexia nervosa' patient... we are fortunate bcoz we are able to communicate & understand them... but the next groups of dietetics student are not allowed to see them.... there are two patients with this disorder...both are female teenager aged 17 years old..one of them diagnosed since age 12 & the other one was newly diagnosed..

they both are bright.. excellent students... but refused to eat...& have to supplement with special milk like Ensure... they ate very little...very fussy on what we put in their foods... what they ate mostly stimmed foods (vegies, fish, & poultry)... fruits & porridge... dealing with this kind of patient we must be patient... coz we cannot expect them to change just like what u'd planned....

the environment..family...friends & their needs that we have to take into consideration...

to be continued....